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Play BRIDGE!!

2006-05-16T12:15:00.000+08:00

Play bridge!!

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! :)

2006-01-30T19:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! :)

YAY!!! :D
Today feeling very ON..
Very HIGH..
Keep on sprouting nonsense..
Hahaha.. :P

Because..
Majority of the teenage cousins went out together today.. :)
Me..
Belinda..
Yi Ying..
Zhi Ying..
And the youngest Daniel..
The only teenage cousins still missing are..
Timothy..
Benjamin..
And the oldest Esther..

Anyways..
We went Marina Square KBox to take KLunch..
Sang for only two hours instead of three hours though..
They deliberately eat one of our hours away!!!
So angry!!! :(
But the atmosphere in the room was so so cold.. :S
Apparently everyone was shy..
And no one wants to start singing..
End up listening to all the songs instead..
Uh well..
Almost all the songs..
Except for the "Wu Ding" and some English songs..
Hahaha.. :D

But anyways..
After that we went to East Coast Park to ride bicycle..
But just before we could do that..
Stupid me realised that I am stranded all the way in City Hall without an ez-link card..
CANNOT go anywhere!!!

So end up having to blow two bucks to buy a single-trip standard ticket to take MRT..
Oh yah..
Must mention that the kind soul who loan me money becuase I got no spare change..
IS NONE OTHER THAN..
THE ONE WHO STRAGGLED ME SOOO MANY TIMES THAT BELINDA COUSIN OF MINE!!!
One dollar and thirty cents just to go from City Hall to Eunos!!!
Daylight robbery!!!

Anyways..
Paid cash for a bus ride straight home..
Just to detour back my house to get my ez-link card..
Argh!!!

And Belinda that gurl..
Told her that we are going to East Coast Park to ride bicycle today..
And yet she wore a skirt!!!
A short skirt somemore!!!
So she went back with me to borrow my shorts..
And off the cousins went to East Coast Park..
Hahaha.. :D

I tell you a secret..
Whahaha..
THERE GOT SO MANY PEOPLE LA!!!
Scary sia!!!
Can barely cycle for ten metres before crashing into someone or something..
Daniel crashed into a rollerblader..
And the impact made him fell backwards on his butt..
-_-'"
I also collided into some cyclist..
So embarrassing la!!! :S
Because I cannot seem to be able to control the proper steering of the bicycle..
I crashed into Belinda too..
And her leg got entangled with my front wheel.. :S

Now we are back in Belinda's house..
Playing UNO..
Playing CHEAT..
Playing all sorts of stupid games..
And me so extra blogging.. :P
And also laughing all our heads off..
Hahaha.. :D

Yah but..
I guess I am going home soon..
Hahaha.. :D
Today is simply too HIGH.. :P

Again..
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! :D

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

The last entry

2005-11-05T04:29:00.000+08:00

The last entry

This shall be my last entry.

I discovered that maybe I don't really like to blog after all.

Blog.
And people will complain about your character and personalities.

Blog.
And people will don't like this don't like that.

Blog.
And you may get sued.

I shall end everything off here.
Nobody bothers reading my blog anyways.
Why do I even care...

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

PW/Shopping

2005-10-11T08:16:00.000+08:00

PW/Shopping

Went back to school for PW yesterday.
For the sake of finishing our WR.

Reached school at around five minutes past ten.
So early.
About an hour before our consultation slot.
Haha.
At least nobody can keep on harping on the fact that I am always late.
And that I always make people wait.
Now I shall try waiting for them instead.
Lol.

Went Parkway Parade to shop around with Charlene after that.
Met up with Li Wei who had just finished lunch with the class after that to go town to shop somemore.
Took bus 36 to Orchard.
Shopped around for a while.
Then Jacqueline and Seng Wai came to meet us halfway through.
Went Cineleisure, Heeren, Takashimaya and Far East Plaza.
We walked around for so much that everybody's feet hurts.

Finally the five of us separated to go home.
I was supposed to go home by taking bus 65.
But after realising my stupid decision to wait for a crowded bus that never comes.
I went back.
End up taking MRT all the same.
Waste my time.

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Bankrupt

2005-10-09T13:19:00.000+08:00

Bankrupt

I have just discovered to my utter horror that my wallet is actually pretty much empty.
From last Friday morning when I was still having around S$35 to now merely S$3 left.
Plain pathetic.
What was I doing?
Wasting my money away like that.

Anyways went out with two-thirds of the class to Plaza Singapura last Friday afternoon.
After that lousy Physics paper which confirm yielding me a F.
The active two-thirds of class 05S19 = Me, Mei Hong, Charlene, Wei Yen, Li Wei, Shuyun, Keshi, Jiaming, Yujiao, Edwin, Seng Wai, Ka Shing, Shaun, Linus and Marvin.
The inactive remaining seven people disappeared without a trace.

Gosh.
First wasting my money away on taking neoprints, taking neoprints and still taking neoprints.
Took neoprint with Mei Hong only initially.
Then halfway through our silly shots, Charlene and Wei Yen "unearthed" us from our "secret hiding spot" and butted in to join in the fun.
Jiaming and Linus also found us going crazy inside the machine but didn't join us for the remaining shots.
Finally Li Wei also discovered the noisy four of us in the machine and quickly joined us for the final last shot.
We barely knew which camera it is we were supposed to look at.
Too many cameras and too many screens liao.
Haha.
Lol.

Went "treasure-hunting" for the rest of the class straight after our first neoprint-taking session.
Apparently they were attempting to take a partial-class neoprint by squeezing all fifteen of us into the stupid tiny machine.
So hot.
So stuffy.
So squeezy.
So farnee.
Halfway through the shots, the machine had a change of background.
And so drop a black-coloured curtain... on and over some of the poor guys standing behind.
Whahaha.
So farnee sia.
Then there came the nightmare for all of us.
There was a series of shots which required all of us to look downwards into the camera situated below at the front.
The first row gurls had no choice but to temporary become "human pancakes" for the people behind to somewhat lean onto them so as to be seen in the shots.
Finally when all these siao siao craziness were over, everybody made a mad rush for the exit.
It was so damn suffocating inside the machine.
Since the gurls are all lined up in front of the poor guys.
Some of the guys can't even be seen in some of the shots.
Apparently because they were kena blocked by the gurls in front of them.
And I think I blocked off Ka Shing who was behind me when he so kindly made space for me to squeeze into the machine with all of them.
I am so sorry, Shing Shing.
I really didn't mean it.
I am becoming too fat already, that's why.
Sorry~

Next wasting my money away on eating, eating and still eating.
I didn't know I was such a glutton.
Finally wasted the pathetic remains of my money away on watching the movie "The Myth".
Not that it wasn't worth watching.
The movie is absolutely stunning, fabulous and breathtaking.
It is just that Friday movies are always damn expensive.
Eight bucks.
And my only ten dollar note still remaining after my spending spree is gone too.
Sigh.

I am currently declared bankrupt.
Sigh.
Cry~
Bankrupt leh.
How to go out shopping with all of them again on Monday?!
Sigh.
So sian 1/2.
Haha.
Lol.

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

The end

2005-10-07T23:31:00.000+08:00

The end

Gosh.
Finally.
Stupid Promos finally over.
Argh.
Be gone.
I don't want to see it anymore.
I am so damn screwed for everything.
Especially Physics.
I am going to fail it with a big big F.
Die.

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Stupid SPA

2005-09-26T20:12:00.000+08:00

Stupid SPA

I hate SPA.
Especially when it is so crammed to Promos.
Scheduled just a few days before Promos.
Siao ah?!

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Camera madness

2005-09-23T02:18:00.000+08:00

Camera madness

Whahaha~
It is always so fun and so farnee to hang out with Mei Hong and Charlene.
They are just too cute and too farnee to resist.
Whahaha~
Today is no exception.
Lol.
I think I laughed out a hole in my stomach.

Charlene is dao-ing me in her farnee manner again.
I wave good-bye at her in a siao-ding-dong manner and she quickly ducked behind her book.
-_-'"
Whahaha~
I think she prefers not to know who me this siao-zha-bo is.
Lol.

Mei Hong and me have just went camera-mad.
We are always taking so many photographs recently.
Be it whether it is using my phone camera or using her digital camera.
It seems to have become quite a habit.
Whahaha~
Sorry la.
Because we have got nothing better to do.
Too bored and too bo-liao already.
And also too stressed over Promos ----> going siao

We are always taking pictures at the weirdest places.
Ranging from when she is busy eating in the canteen, fooling around the toilet, to sitting on buses 55 and 854, eating lunch in coffeeshop.
Whahaha~
And the poses we make are the farnee-est and the kewt-est.

Really enjoyed staring at the pictures we have taken.
Thank you so much for going siao with me, Mei Hong.
Whahaha~
And also many thanks for being such a wonderful listening ear.
Shhhh~
It is a secret of what we have discussed about.
And remember you are not supposed to show the video clip to anyone!!
Muhahaha~

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Gweny

2005-09-19T01:59:00.000+08:00

Gweny

Sigh.
My princess...
My dearest Gweny.
My sweetest Gweny.
Do you have any idea how terribly much I have missed you?

I miss chatting with you.
There is just so much to say between us.
Haha.
Lol.
You know what I am talking about.
We must definitely go out after Promos.

Cheers.
All the best with Guo Quan.
Remember I am always here with you.
Love you sweetheart.
Muacks :)

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Ayumi Hamasaki

2005-09-19T01:49:00.000+08:00

Ayumi Hamasaki

She rocks.
She simply ROCKS!!!

I am so in love with her.
Her voice.
Her music.
Her songs.
Her videos.
Her advertisements.

I love her "I Am...".
"No Way To Say".
"Moments".
"CAROLS".
And "No More Words".

I especially love her "Moments" the most.
I must listen to it at least ten times per day.
Haha.
Lol.

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

New haircut

2005-09-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

New haircut

This blog entry is super duper late.
But then, who cares anyways?
Not many will actually come and read this stupid rubbish blog.
Worse still is that, later read already, go and comment that I am siao.
So I probably won't blog that often anymore.

Went out with Charlene and Jiaming just before the September holidays to cut our hair.
I had to cut my stupid long hair away anyways, sooner or later.
Because my hair was growing way too long, all the way to my waist.
And it was also getting pretty heavy.

So the three of us decided to go and cut our hair shorter.
Wah.
It was so expensive.
Mine actually cost thirty-two bucks.
And many said that it wasn't worth the money at all.
Because they complained that my hair is very messy and untidy when I let it down in school.
Says that it is still very thick and not properly layered at the back.
And it curls everywhere in all directions.

Sigh.
Sorry, my dear gals.
But, please.
I choose not to tie up my hair because it is still very difficult to tie my hair properly at such a short length.
And it isn't my fault that my hair is thick and had that natural curl in it.
I couldn't possibly go and rebond it straight.
I couldn't afford it.
I mean a hundred and eighty bucks.
Forget it.

Then when I decided to tie my hair up, with much difficulty too, some again feels that my short fringe in front is too thick.
My god.
I shall go shave my hair off next time.

Lol.

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Interesting fact

2005-09-11T18:58:00.000+08:00

Interesting fact

I discovered a pretty interesting fact recently.
Heard it from some of my friends actually.
But anyways, heard that it is "scientifically" proven through fengshui that when you dreamt of your teeth all starting to drop off one by one, it means that you are finally growing up.
Maturing and stuff like that.
Don't know whether it is really true or not though.
But four of my friends got this same dream during their sleep one night.

I never dreamt of something like that before!!
Not even close to something like it.
Maybe that is why I am totally not growing up!!!
Argh.
Lol.
As if I care.
Haha.

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Same old stuff

2005-09-07T04:30:00.000+08:00

Same old stuff

Sigh.
A bit the sian keep hearing others picking on you on the same old drop-teeth stuff.

I am often made very confused by you people.
I seriously have no idea what you people want me to do.
Or rather want me to change into.
Some said that I am over-reactive, ultra-sensitive, over-concerned, too bothered... blah, blah, blah...
I am sorry.
I know this is one of my weaknesses.
So I will try to take things lightly from now on.

But then there comes along those who feel that I am too nonchalent, indifferent, insensitive, heck care attitude, treat them as if they are invisible, not taking their word seriously... blah, blah, blah...
???!!!
My god.
What is the problem now?!

Sigh.
Sian.
Eleven long years already.
Such old drop-teeth stuff.
Someone out there please help me.
Or not I really think I am going to become toothless soon if this carries on.

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Younger than actual age?

2005-09-05T11:41:00.000+08:00

Younger than actual age?

Hello.
Do I really look that much younger than my actual age?
Sigh.
What to do?

Anyways...
went to the Comex 2005 (PC show) exhibition yesterday.
WAH!!!
There were so many electronic brands exhibiting and promoting their products at irresistable offers.
What Sony, Panasonic, Apple, Canon, Sandisk, Nikon, Creative, Phillips, Akira, Kingston... blah, blah, blah... even Singtel and Starhub were joining the fun there.
There were so many partcipating electronic brands such that the exhibition actually took up a total of three storeys.
My goodness.
I can barely finish browsing through one level, let alone going on to the next and the next.
Dots.

That was when one of the sales promoters for some MP3 players approached me suddenly.
"Hello! Do you have a MP3 player? It is a must have for you youngsters... blah, blah, blah (promoting their product)... You look really young. Are you around twelve?"
???!!!

Sigh.
Maybe I should be elated that I am looking way younger than my actual age.
At least when I grow older in the future, people will still think I am young.
Haha.
Just kidding.

My main purpose of going for the exhibition despite the horrible crowd was actually to look around for MP3 players.
But there was such a wide range of varieties that I don't know what I should go for.
Take a look at the prices:

Apple ipod mini 4GB - S$348
Apple ipod mini 6GB - S$438
Apple ipod 20GB - S$398
Creative Zen 20GB - S$399
Creative Zen Micro 5GB - S$340
Creative Zen Micro 6GB - S$349
Zling Karla 5GB - S$339
Sony NW-HD5 Walkman 20GB - S$498

Woah.
Exorbitant prices man.
Haha.
Maybe I won't set my mind down to buying any of them just yet after all.

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

My Superstar

2005-09-02T00:19:00.000+08:00

My Superstar

Was busy wasting my time away by watching the Superstar grand finals just now.
For both of them to be able to make it this far into the competition, of course they are really talented.
Even though it is obvious that both the male and female champions are each talented in their own ways, but I definitely support Weilian (Kelvin) more than Kelly (Jiali).
I mean Weilian really has a very strong and touching voice, together with his passion for singing and determination to fulfil his dreams; I am really overwhelmed by his talents and perseverance.
I love hearing all his songs, especially his "I Believe".
It was so full of emotion and feeling.
It definitely wasn't easy for Weilian to stand before so many people and sing so beautifully, despite others complaining that the amount of audience doesn't make a difference to a blind guy like him.

Oi.
Mind you.
So what if Weilian is blind.
Doesn't mean he can't feel the atmosphere of the audience around him.
Be it whether they are welcoming him or insulting him.
But how could somebody even bear to say something so hurtful to him?!
He is also a human!
With feelings, dreams and ambitions!!
Just because he is blind.
And people personal-attacked him like crazy.
Biased.
Discrimination.
Blind people cannot try to fulfil their dreams issit?!
Of course I am not saying that Kelly isn't talented and stuff.
And I am also not implying that Kelly is worse than Weilian.
I am definitely not blind to the efforts and hard work Kelly put in too.
It is just that I don't like the way people insulted Weilian just because he is blind.
Are you people blind and deaf to Weilian's beautiful voice or something?!

Was so anxious and nervous when it was finally time for the results to be announced.
I was very worried for Weilian.
He already looked a bit disheartened after being attacked by the judges.
And the judges are obviously more in favour of Kelly winning the competition.
Hello.
Of course Kelly was alot better than Weilian in terms of the charm and charisma a superstar should have.
I mean she isn't blind unlike Weilian.
And she attended singing classes before unlike Weilian, who learnt everything by himself through listening.

Was so damn touched when the results came out opposite of what the judges had anticipated.
Phew!!
I was so glad that I cried.
I just cried.
Walau.
It was such a touching moment for me.
Seeing Weilian smiling away and crying with joy too.
His dream to become a singer has been realised.

I don't care what others said about not sms-sing to support Kelly of winning the Superstar grand finals, with hope that she will not win the competition and coming in second, just so she can get signed to Universal Music and given the opportunity to attack overseas market like Sun Yan Zi Stefanie.
So Weilian had won by sheer luck.
What rubbish.
My god.
In my eyes and ears, Weilian is my Superstar.
You have done very well, Weilian.
You will do very well in PlayMusic too.
Way to go, Weilian!!

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Sigh...

2005-09-01T11:50:00.000+08:00

Sigh...

Guess I won't be updating this blog that often anymore.
Won't be updating this blog that often doesn't mean that this blog is dying.
So blog, please don't die...
*feeding it with chips and chocolates*

Shall be moving most of my crap to my other blog.
Especially crap which are on my personal feelings.
Too many unwelcomed people have been reading too much of these stuff from this blog.
Sorry.
No choice but to move.

Get the new blog address from me if you are still interested in reading my crap.
I shall consider giving it to you.
This time must filter those who can read my blog and those who aren't supposed to read it.

Farewell, my dearest friends.
See you guys at the other blog.

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

I hate this...

2005-08-30T19:01:00.000+08:00

I hate this...

I hate it when you always act as if I am a monster.
I hate it when you always act as if I am a horrible gal to be with.
I hate it when you always act as if my friends are suffering by being friends with me.
I hate it when you always act as if I am forcing them to be my friends.
And I hate it the most when you always act all these in front of me.

You always ask Mei Hong the same old type of questions.
"Wha. Why is she (me) chaining you (Mei Hong) to her?"
"Why are you (Mei Hong) always so obliged to sit next to her (me)?"
Thanks sia.
Ask this kind of questions in front of me somemore.

You know something?
You are very insensitive. Very.
It is just like asking you.
"Why are the VS guys always together?"
"Why are Charlene and Wei Yen always together?"
"Why are Jacqueline and Dawn always together?"
"Why are Yujiao and Jiaming always together?"
"Why are you always with Bingyi?"
Do you think you have an answer for any of the above questions?
You can try answering them.
I dare you to.

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Remember...

2005-08-27T16:25:00.000+08:00

Remember...

Laugh when you can; cry when you must

A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.

If you love something, set it free.
If it comes back to you, it is yours forever.
If it flies away, it was never yours to begin with.

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Bored bored bored...

2005-08-27T15:07:00.000+08:00

Bored bored bored...

Walau. I just can't seem to suppress my extreme boredom. Maybe it is because each day is a repeat of the previous day.

Not much change.
Not much difference.
Not much excitement.

Except more tutorials.
More lecture tests.
More examinations.
More project work.

Argh. Shall not waste my time away like this anymore. Concentrate concentrate!!

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Somewhere over the rainbow...

2005-08-26T21:14:00.000+08:00

Somewhere over the rainbow...

Somewhere over the rainbow~ I know my dreams will come true.

Sure enough. True to its words. One of my dreams has already been realised. I should just be about the happiest person on earth. I got my perfect Royal Family. My princesses Gweny, Mei Hong, Charlene, Li Wei, Shuyun and Jacqueline.

We shall live happily ever after together.

Riight. That is if and only if there aren't anymore of those lousy lecture tests, examinations and project work. And if fairy tales can really come alive.

Riight. As if.

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Still pretty interesting...

2005-08-26T20:53:00.000+08:00

Still pretty interesting...

"I think you got the wrong person. The person you should be looking for is actually there. Go go."
Walau. I pretty well know who I am talking to. And I definitely know who I am looking at. So there is no need for you to give me extra "kind-hearted" help.

"Why are you talking to me? Am I blocking your view to someone?"
*Turns his head around* to look three hundred and sixty degrees. Then suddenly stood up and walk away.

"Sorry. Now you can have a clear view of him."
Dots. I can only say dots. There are so many dots in the air that I cannot see anything else anymore. Dots.

"Wah. What you want? My phone? No. I think must start paying you protection money soon. Or not we will eventually get hurt by a violent gal like you."
Dots. I wonder what exactly can a vulnerable gal like me do to two strong guys like you. Lousy. Dots.

"Pay protection money? No money no money. Pay with my blood pay with my blood."
Some lousy classmate via project workmate you are. How can you help this lousy guy instead of me?! Humph. I know jolly well you enjoy making fun of me. Both of you. Argh.

"You are not supposed to look this way. You should be looking that way. You know? That way!"
*Hands gesturing excitedly* at some infinite distance away. Siao. Since it is so nice to watch that way. Bye~ you can go and watch all you want.

Still pretty inter-rest-ting? Riight riight.

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Interesting...

2005-08-25T17:59:00.000+08:00

Interesting...

"Whatever, whatever."
His favourite pet phrase.

"Can you please don't scream? I am only here. Next to you somemore. Not on the track over there you know."
Oh man. Thy gal here is so NOT screaming. That is only thy gal's high-pitched voice vibrating at its natural frequency. Discrimination. Biased. Lousy guy. I know who you need to sit next to you la.

"Eat your food?! Cannot cannot. Ask that guy behind to eat. Later inside you plant explosives. Then bomb all of us sitting around you away. Wah. Being your friend very poor thing man. I really pity Mei Hong. Kena you point your chopsticks at her somemore. Whoever sits next to you later will soon get killed too. So violent gal. I don't want to die so early man. I better run first. Bye~"
Riight. I am so violent. And I haven't even move an inch all the while he was rattling on I don't know what. Somemore I am only asking a favour from him. To please finish up my food if possible because I am too full. Yet he linked all sorts of irrelevant stuff into this. Dots. Nothing to say.

"A thousand light years is a measurement of distance. Right, Bingyi?"
So what if you read my blog? Wrong usage of phrases then let it be la. I know what you want la. To laugh at me right? Laugh at me lol. Laugh at me lol. It's okie. It's okie. I think I can still survive through this. And I already know just how lousy my English is. So there is no need to hint or emphasise that to me over and over again. Thanks millions.

"If I talk to you somemore, I am afraid my nose will grow to this long man."
*Right arm outstretched to its maximum extent* trying to show where his powerful Pinocchio nose is capable of growing to.

"My nose will not only be this long, it should be even longer. Just because my arm is not that long enough to illustrate the actual length."
I am afraid you won't be able to even walk properly without breaking your pitifully lengthy nose at this rate it is supposed to grow. Anyways, I know you told thousands of lies before already. Enough said. Out.

"You see this colourful book? So colourful right? Got so many colours. So much more interesting than my dumb file. Only got blue and yellow. Take the colourful book instead!"
Walau. You think I am only a three years old toddler issit? Want to borrow your file also must be so sarcastic. Me colour blind la. Happy?

"Borrow my phone? But I want my phone in complete condition! Cannot Cannot."
Biased. Discrimination. Don't like me then say la. Lend everybody else in class except me. So biased. Lousy guy. Plain lousy. Humph.

"Lend you my phone? For what?! Ok. I think if I lend you for one second only should be alright. Hey. Cannot cannot. Later you slam my buttons very hard. Bang! And my phone will be in wreckage already."
Siao. Do I look that strong to you? All is just an exaggeration on your part. Biased. Discrimination. Persuade so hard already only thought of lending me for one lousy second. Lousy.

"hfgeosfgoiwagfdsbvhdsbvoashpfofhdpqhwfegdugfdnhlnboeshbpowenfb..."
Most of what he said is actually in this transcripted form. I also don't know half the time of what he is talking about.

I didn't know such a guy existed in my life.

Interesting? Riight.

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

A Misunderstanding?

2005-08-23T22:43:00.000+08:00

A Misunderstanding?

I have not the slightest idea. Everything seemed too coincidental. You can't blame me for misunderstanding whatever that has been going on. Even Mei Hong thinks so. I mean the timing fits just a little too perfectly. A bit scary and downright bad luck if you tell me.

Somehow something tells me that things are not going to be the same for us anymore. I am pretty exhausted and quite wary of everything that has been going on recently. Maybe it is true that ignorance is bliss. I don't feel like enquiring out anything else anymore.

*Devastation* - Let time do its job

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The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Hurt

2005-08-21T01:19:00.000+08:00

Hurt

The word "hurt" is defined as:

'to inflict with physical pain'
'to do substantial or material harm to'
'to cause emotional pain or anguish to'
'to be detrimental to'
'to suffer pain or grief'
'to be in need'
'to cause damage or distress'

Hurt. Yes, I am hurt. I am terribly hurt. I am so hurt such that my heart has already *ached*, *broke*, *bled* and *shattered* into a million fragments. Enough to cause a heart attack.

Quoted from someone who actually said "get away from me (her)" to me. Fine. I may be seriously hurt. But your wish is nevertheless definitely granted. I just hope that a metre radius away from you is enough. And I certainly hope that you will be obliged to do the same. You wouldn't want to be forced to see me lose my temper a third time on someone like you.

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The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Smile and act as if nothing has happened...

2005-08-20T09:58:00.000+08:00

Smile and act as if nothing has happened...

Yes, this is pretty much how I am going to act in front of people from now on. Call me hypocrite or whatever you want. I am NEVER going to show my true self to anyone ever again. I am NEVER going to let myself get hurt by people I trusted so much before anymore. You are so NOT worth it.

Many millions of thanks to Shuyun and Li Wei for trying to help me get over this. I appreciate your efforts alot. Thanks.

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Friends Forever?

2005-08-19T23:58:00.000+08:00

Friends Forever?

I think that is pretty much the last straw. I had enough from you, you and you. Enough. And I mean it. I have completely lost faith and confidence in everything I used to believe in. Fine. Get pissed off with me. Ignore me all you, you and you want. I don't really care now either. Especially when there is no particular reason behind anything. At least to me. I am still blur. But I will eventually learn. Which makes no sense seeing you, you and you ignoring me or whatsoever when I don't even know what exactly is taking place.

For those who see me suddenly standing up in the LT5 and moving behind. Haha. Not shocking and not surprising if you can guess correctly that I am actually fed up with certain people sitting along that very same row. Yes, so what if I cried. Some of you actually saw my tears gushing out uncontrollably. Whatever. They are worth my tears before. But not anymore.

Some nice person to talk and laugh to almost every single person sitting within one metre radius from her. Except me. Now this is very very obvious that she is of course again doing what she likes most. Ignoring me. Ignoring me because she is pissed off/angry with me for whatever her unknown reason is. If you are furious with me, cannot speak up is it? At least I would have known what the hell is going on. Instead of asking me to stare into your black face and watch you execute your absolutely hostile actions towards me. Then let the fact that something is wrong to dawn upon me. Thank you very much. I am so loving it. Five days. That is pretty much the maximum I can tolerate you. Especially when I thought you are a close friend of mine. Man was I so terribly wrong. So don't blame me for losing my temper. And this is probably the second time you are like that. Don't keep pushing the blame to me. Normally my anger is caused by things you do to me. Not generated from the thin air. If you can like that, so can I. And if you want to keep things this way, fine with me.

You are a more innocent party. But nevertheless dragged into this somehow one way or another. I can only say that I am sorry. But it is pretty plain clear that you don't take whatever I say seriously. I know I am ultra-sensitive. And I tend to think alot. Yes, and I don't deny that fact. But I know. And I am sure I know when a person is really being hostile towards me suddenly. I mean it is so damn obvious. Only if you really go and put yourself in my shoes will you then understand that all the while I am telling the truth. But no. You just take it that my imagination is running wild again. You brush away my anxieties as if they are dirt. I seriously ask you. How many times do you really take my word for something? You can't blame me for being pissed off with you. Especially when hostility from some people are obviously in the air. And you don't believe me one bit. To you, of course they are all right. They smile and laugh with you. But they don't do that with me. And from comparison, you will know something is seriously wrong. But it didn't matter to you I guess. It is involving me anyways, not you. So why would you care. Seriously speaking. We didn't fight. But we didn't talk anymore afterwards. If you seriously feel "chained" to me, like what Seng Wai commented, and you want to be free to search for a brighter future ahead, then say so. There is no need for you to force yourself to stay in pairs with me. I think you will enjoy yourself more tremendously in companies with Charlene, Wei Yen, Yujiao and Jiaming. Oops. I think you already are.

You. You are the first person that I am seriously irritated with. Ever since I don't know when. A million light years? You always go "Whatever, whatever" as if it is free like that. Since you are always "whatever" here "whatever" there, then there is no need to ask me whatever is going on anymore. And since you always say that you don't care about anything at all, there is no need for me to say anything too. I know you are a nice person. You used to be nice anyways. But not anymore I guess. I don't know when exactly did this happen, but it just happened unknowingly. Whatever. I don't really care whatever goes on in your life anyways too.

This is an important period of time when I think I need to understand myself all over again. I am still in a mixture of anger, devastation and shock. I mean who wouldn't when two of your closest friends, or rather I thought they are my closest friends, or rather my ex-closest friends, just suddenly turn their backs on you? I guess maybe I am just being too reliant on my friends. Whatever. Maybe it's finally time for me to learn to be more independent. To learn to live a life without friends. Alone. Who needs friends when they are capable of inflicting such extreme damage to my mental and emotional health?

Friends forever? My foot.

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Dots...-_-'"

2005-08-15T03:46:00.000+08:00

Dots...-_-'"...

Please don't tell me you guys actually believe that the previous blog entry is written by me...cause it is NOT...it is actually Charlene who is behind that...and I am just standing beside her "innocently" watching her write that...hahas...:P

Anyways...yes I went Charlene's house which is so freaking big...and yes I saw her two dogs which are also so freaking big...and yes yes I fed her *beep* potato chips...and yes yes yes her *beep* is so damn ferocious when it comes to food...I swear my fingers would have been included in her stomach too if I didn't dodge in time...and whatever the two dogs are doing to each other whenever they are together is damn *censored*...oh my god...hahas...

Anyways...supposed to go Charlene's house to study together...but end up me watching her play Maplestory...dots...and it sparked off my interest in the game too...damn...

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The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Charlene Rocks

2005-08-13T16:49:00.000+08:00

Charlene Rocks

Today I went to Charlene's house. I fed her bitch potato chips and she's ferocious. She's so freaking fat. Roar!

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Downright confused...

2005-08-13T00:06:00.000+08:00

Guess I am in quite a state of confusion now...

I keep feeling as though a part of me is missing somehow...like it is being forced to tear apart away from me...like something is just not quite right in the atmosphere...there is only one and only explanation I guess...I MISS THE TAIWANESE STUDENTS!!! Argh~!!! And they had only been away for a mere seven hours!!!

Sigh...sian...I should have stayed on overnight with my buddy at the RELC (Regional English Learning Centre or something) last night...I mean it was the Taiwanese students' last night in Singapore...yet I couldn't stay on because I got to get home just for the sake of recharging my dead camera battery...totally stupid man...I regret it now...:(

Anyways...I can only say that I am very confused at the current state things have been going on around me...I don't know what exactly is happening in tutorials and lectures...I don't know why I constantly feel so damn exhausted and sleepy...I don't know what am I supposed to do next...as in where to start and how to go about doing it...I am just very very confused at everything that is going on now...

Anyways...went to Singapore Changi Airport today to send the Taiwanese students off...and even though I am not really bonded close together with my own buddy...I still cried...for just a minute or so...sigh...must have been the atmosphere and also being somewhat affected by those who were crying their hearts out there...it was just so saddening...I am really going to miss them all...especially their presences, their smiles, their laughters, their jokes and the memories of all the times we had been together...

A BIG BIG thank you to all of you for brightening up and colouring my already-very-boring life with each of your unique colours...I am really going to miss all of you guys...especially Brian, Jia Hong, Chun Hao, Alec, Zheng Xian, Wilson, Tony, Hei Hei, Amy and my one and only buddy...Xin Yi...thank you very very much for the past eighteen days we have been together...thank you...:)

Taiwan Immersion Programme ROCKS!!! :D

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Farewell...

2005-08-12T00:26:00.000+08:00

Guess no matter how much I wish my life would finally please go back to normal...I still feel the pinch of sadness and unwillingness to let the Taiwanese students return back to their homeland...which is like tomorrow...ARGH!!! NO~!!!

I am not in too good a mood now too I guess...probably because of all the recent unpleasant stuff that has been happening around me as well as on me...so damn annoying...then also because the Taiwanese students are all going to leave us in just another sixteen more hours...counting down from now...ARGH!!! I am soooo going to miss them all!!! And lastly...my boring no-life life will be forced to revert back to its old ways of focusing only on studies...and only studies...so boring...I am soooo NOT looking forward to it...:(

I normally don't mention names...but since today is such a memorable occasion...and I would love to remember the names of these wonderful Taiwan friends...I shall record them down here...hahas...:D

Firstly...I will have to mention my Taiwan buddy...Hsin Yi (Sammi)...she has been a really sweet gal... accompanying me around for the past eighteen days...
Secondly...I will have to thank Yong Guan and his Taiwan buddy...Qian Ding (Brian)...for inviting both of us over for multiple dinners and movies...
Thirdly...I am especially grateful to all those who has given me a helping hand when I most needed you...a special tribute to the following Victorians:

Isabel
Sharon
Chi Heem

And also a Taiwanese student:

Chun Hao (Gary)

For teaching me ever so patiently on how to ride a bicycle...

Once again...many thanks to the following Victorians:

Chien Wei
Mei Yian
Teck Chuan
Bing Sheng
Yan Ho
Zhang Han
Lemuel
Zhi Lei
Li Seng
Jingjie

And also the following Taiwanese students:

Lee Ni (Michelle)
Wen Yi (Alice)
Kai Wen (Sophia)
Li Min (Amy)
Hei Hei (Amy)
Chao Li
Zheng Xian
Zhong Yang (Jordy)
Xu Dong (Tony)
Xue Wei (Wilson)
Chong Hao (Andy)
Jia Hong
Shao Fu
Guo Ting (Alec)

For teasing me soooo much in one way or another...and enjoying every single minute of it somemore...I shall say this one last time...I am NOT Zhang-shao!!! Thanks sia!!! However...FORGET ME NOT!!! Because YES!!! I am the "xiao-xiao" (smile smile) into the camera that gal/photographer/paparazzi!!! And you still aren't supposed to forget me soooo easily because YES!!! I am also the "WALAU~~~!!!" in a damn high-pitched voice that mad woman!!! Yes!!! That's me!!! Remember me!!! Hahas...:D

Thanks once again for bringing soooo much laughter to me, Victoria JC and Singapore...:D

Of course not forgetting those people who have organised so many outings and leading us to having a great time in Singapore:

Zheng Hao
Sean
Huai Yuan (our future Prime Minister!!! Hahas...:D)

And also many thanks to the rest of the people who were relatively quite quiet throughout the eighteen days...but nevertheless still a fantastic company:

Jasmine
Yi Peng
Wei Gang (Willie)
Xu Hao
Jun Fu (Lewis)

THANKS PEOPLE!!! YOU ALL ROCK!!! :D

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

What should I do?

2005-08-11T00:29:00.000+08:00

Maybe it was a huge mistake right from the start...to participate in this Taiwan Immersion Programme...

I mean I am already lagging behind my studies...I am suffering from a serious lack of sleep...my homework is piling up to almost as high as the famous Mount Everest...and yet I am forced to pon my precious tutorials and lectures...and still expect to get very fantastic results for tests and examinations...walau~ YOU SURE I CAN DO IT A NOT???!!!

ARGH~!!! I think I am going to go crazy pretty soon...I will be missing half of Mathematics lecture, Physics practical, Physics lecture and Project Work tomorrow...oh man...I am lousy enough already...this will only make things worse...I really think my Promos is not going to be of any much difference as my Mid-years...sigh...sian...:(

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The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Oh my god...:S

2005-08-10T19:47:00.000+08:00

Oh gosh...I can barely bring myself to believe this...but I have just discovered a terrible truth about a certain somebody...and oh my goodness!!! :S

Oh man...this person is certainly crazy or something...I really wonder whether he is even worth my time, trust and friendship...I mean how could he even dare to do something like that?!

I am still suffering from some degree of shock...oh my god...maybe I will be better off without him in my life anymore...

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Happy 17th Birthday, Princess Charlene!!! :D

2005-08-10T11:11:00.000+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday, Princess Charlene dearest~!!! :)

Thanks for always being there for me...always standing by my side supporting me...always giving me your priceless opinions...always cracking some lame jokes and laughing it out with me...and also million of thanks for sharing secrets...:D

Happy sweet seventeen!!! Remember...the future is ours to make...:D

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Troubled...

2005-08-10T01:16:00.000+08:00

I am pretty troubled recently...sigh...sian...but what to do? What's happened has already happened...nothing can be done to change it...

Anyways...discovered alot of new issues which I myself don't even know about myself before...guess I am a really blur blur person...:S

Maybe I should just leave everything to fate...so let's just go and pluck the flower petals instead...

Hahas...relax...I am only kidding...:D

The future is ours to make, remember?

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Something wicked this way comes...

2005-08-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

Something wicked this way comes...hahas...:D

Woke up only at 1230 in the afternoon...which is actually the time me and my buddy supposed to meet the other Taiwan people for lunch at Eunos...dots...-_-'"...guess I overslept BIG time...

I was aching all over and yawning like crazy when I finally managed to scramble out of bed...guess I had over-exert myself yesterday by learning to ride the stupid bike...or rather falling out of it...hahas...lousy me...:S

Anyways...went slacking by shopping around Citylink Mall again...after which we changed our slacking location to Marina Square instead...the guys went ahead and started playing multi-player online game or something...what Counter-Strike and some weird but cool demon-slaying game...woah~ so damn violent and bloody somemore...anyways...the gals just stood aside and cheered them on...so very the big waste of time...but nevertheless it was quite fun...:D

Soon after many of us started to segregate into a few different small groups and doing our preferred activities...some went shopping...some stayed on to play the demon-slaying game...some went bowling...and the rest went off to Marina early to join in the National Day celebrations...

Went pretty early to Marina to prepare for a seafood steamboat feast...sat there crapping rubbish...taking plenty of ultimate boliao pictures...and when the steamboat feast finally commerce...all of us supposedly began to cook the raw meat and seafood...but we end up with either charcoal look-alike "things" or "things" that look yum delicious on the outside...but actually taste like rubber when bitten...yucks!!! :S

Aeroplanes and helicopters started flying pass us overhead and the view was magnificent...I was pretty amazed at the beautiful sight...hahas...:D

Fireworks were a plenty too...it was such a superb sight...with all the magnesium oxide...hahas...:D

Then diasater strikes...something wicked this way comes...

Shall not elaborate any farther now...hahas...let's just keep the suspense for next time because I want to go and sleep now...hahas...:D

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Happy 40th Birthday, Singapore!!! :D

2005-08-09T23:46:00.000+08:00

Happy 40th Birthday, Singapore!!! :)

Today is our nation Singapore's 40th birthday as an independent country...:)

The future is ours to make...:D

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

The day I learnt to fall...

2005-08-08T23:01:00.000+08:00

Today is a very significant day of my life...it is the day I learnt to fall...and to fall properly...

Went to East Coast Park after much slacking shopping around in Parkway Parade...my buddy and another pair of buddies decided to try rollerblading...whereas I decided to continue learning how to ride a bicycle...

I fell numerous times during the learning process...received many bonus black tyre marks on both my legs...inflicted a total of three distinct visible bloody wounds on my knees...decorated with several mosquito bites somemore...hahas...:D

Despite all these repeated failures...I finally managed to ride a bicycle...really!!! YAY!!! Hahas...:D

However...I still don't really know how to steer/turn the bicycle though...which is why sometimes I actually ride the bicycle head on straight into a tree...:S

I am soooo damn exhausted today...because I only slept for an hour and a half last night...and so I was like busy catching up with my sleep on the sofa when what I should be doing is to watch a movie...

So now my parents were like asking me what I have done today...and should I mention that I was actually busy sleeping at my friend's house just now?!

Dots...-_-'"...

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Pulau Ubin fun

2005-08-07T23:36:00.000+08:00

Went cycling with the other Taiwan people on the small Pulau Ubin island today...:)

The outing was so damn farnee...so very exciting...and also soooo very the tiring...

Due to me being too stupid and having no natural borne talents...I don't know how to ride a bicycle...therefore I had to go for an hour and a half long hike up and down the Pulau Ubin island...from there I stepped on an uncountable number of lemons...my feet were like so damn sour!!! :P

After walking for soooo long...we finally managed to survive looping back to where we first starting out from...and so there we sat...drinking our coconuts blissfully with a few other Taiwan people who returned early from their bike rides...

The worst thing is that...my only two friends whom I went hiking with dumped me to cycle around the island themselves...woah...cry man...and so I had to learn how to ride a bicycle all by myself...wow...me teach myself...a teacher of myself...cool man...

Until now...even after having attended some self-learning lessons for about an hour and a half...I still don't know how to ride a bicycle properly...I can't balance properly...my centre of gravity is always off...sigh...sian...don't know why in the world too...I mean I can't even keep my feet off the ground for more than five seconds!!!

That is how lousy I am...sigh...sian...why does everything always ends up like that?! :S

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Dead dead dead...:S

2005-08-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

I guess I am really dead...I have a very very bad feeling that I am going to fail pretty badly for Promos again...just like I did for the Mid-years...and then I will have to kena retain for another long long year...so damn sian...:(

Guess how much homework I probably would have completed during this whole loooong weekend?

Nothing...

Nothing...and I mean it...I am just too busy every single day now to even have any time to spare sitting down to complete a teeny-whiny bit of my homework...

Guess what homework I am supposed to complete by Monday/Thursday?

Biology skill C and D practical report (can you believe it...it is already FIVE days overdue...)
General Paper essay and essay outline (and I am the idiot GP rep somemore...)
Chinese composition (and I am supposed to be on the bright side NOT the dark side...)
Chemistry skill A practical report
Physics "Work, Energy and Power" tutorial (and I haven't even started on it...I haven't even complete my stupid "Oscillations" tutorial...and many other tutorials before that...)
Mathematics 7.4 Vectors tutorial (and I haven't even started on a single Vectors tutorial yet...)
Biology "DNA and Protein Synthesis" tutorial (and I haven't even finished trying the stupid MCQs...)

And...the best best BEST thing of all is that...PROMOS IS JUST AROUND EIGHT BLOODY WEEKS AWAY!!! And I haven't even started on any of my revision!!! ARGH~~~!!!!!! I am soooo screwed...:S

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Seng Wai and Nicole

2005-08-04T16:43:00.000+08:00

Seng Wai and Nicole...

Admitted fact? I guess so...

Anyways...it is Seng Wai who dared me to write this...hahas...and he doesn't care anyways...dots...-_-'"...

And so they live happily ever after...:)

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Running out of glucose pretty soon...

2005-08-04T16:02:00.000+08:00

Wait and wait and wait and wait...wait until the day finally comes when we finally met the Taiwanese students...who will become our buddies for around two weeks...or rather a total of eighteen days...they will be here from 26th July all the way to 12th August...:)

Anyways...had been out these few days consecutively...all the way from the wee hours of around seven in the morning going school...to very very late at night of around eleven thirty...almost midnight!!!

Oh man...running out of glucose soon...running here running there running everywhere...running out of money pretty soon too...paying here paying there paying everywhere...too busy treating all the Taiwanese students to care whether my wallet is becoming empty or not...

At least I will get to go to Taiwan in December this year...hahas...:)

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

A headache day...

2005-07-23T00:45:00.000+08:00

What a beautiful day for a splitting headache to begin fighting a mental battle against my poor empty head...especially when I have slept for like ELEVEN hours the day before...yet my vacuum head was too weak to rally any resistance against the powerful killer headache...:(

Had something like a half-day today as we are celebrating Racial Harmony Day with a Cultural Fiesta or something like that...
Had to leave my Biology lectures half-way through just so I could meet up with the rest of the performers...start making up...change...have a last minute rehearse...and do up the stupid heavy weird hairdo...
The very very best thing is that...some pro gal actually choose to stay for the whole Biology lecture and waste away our precious time...as if it is dust...waiting for her so dumbly at the hall...dots...if like that I might as well stay on for the whole lecture too!!!

Put on a tremendous amount of makeup forced on by the Malay gals who are also dancing with us...we actually look like demoness off stage...but came out quite all right on stage...hmmm...weird...

It was an ultimately embarrassing FIVE whole minutes of the dumb Malay dance that we had clumsily performed...I was suffering from stage fright and my legs felt as though they are not mine...jelly...energyless...sigh...
I danced the first step of the Malay dance wrongly the moment I stepped onto the stage...this is really NOT my fault...it is my stupid umbrella that got caught with the curtains...and I couldn't really move out of the curtains in time to catch the correct rhythm and beat of the Malay music...but other than this tiny flaw on my part...the others was perfectly fine...:)

Was damn tired by the time the stupid Malay dance was completed and done over with...yet I still had to be *haunt* down for the Physics practical report...had to draw the graph repeatedly for at least 5 times before getting the correct scales for the graphs...

Headache attacks violently by the time I finally finished the Physics skill B practical report...that is soooo annoying...maybe I have got a brain tumour somewhere in my head...I mean I keep having headaches quite frequently these few days...

Oh no...this is very very bad...I hope I am still perfectly healthy...:(

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

An adventure in Hwa Chong Junior College

2005-07-21T00:48:00.000+08:00

Got back our General Paper results finally...initially thought I will be dead since my English is so damn lousy...but end up I somehow managed to pass...phew~ at least lady luck is smiling down at me for General Paper...:)

Anyways...had an exciting adventure exploring Hwa Chong Junior College today...they actually had their school buildings named in Chinese...such as "Cheng Yi Lou"...hahas...it was so cool...

Went there NOT to kop their mid-year papers...but to attend another combined full-dress rehearsal with another four junior colleges...Hwa Chong JC, Raffles JC, National JC and Temasek JC...

We were directed into LT3...which was actually quite small...and the stage was actually so stuffed full of things that the curtains can barely hide us behind it...we start the dance pretty disorganised because everybody was trying their best to squeeze into a sardine can...or rather a ping pong ball...but then overall...the dance was still pretty impressive...guess we learnt our mistakes and refined our lousy dancing skills...

The farnee thing is that...the guys don't know why...they took out shoes but not socks...so when they ran onto the stage...due to the lack of frictional force between their feet and the stage...two of them actually slipped and fell during their dance performances...the sound was so loud somemore!! Like inelastic collision like that...hahas...:D

Anyways...discovered that my Taiwan partner who is coming over is called Lu Xin Yi...as if that will do me any useful...hahas...oh well...just know for fun...;D

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Let's all go B.A.N.A.N.A.S!!!

2005-07-19T22:21:00.000+08:00

What a very farnee and super interesting day today...hahas...we are all going to go B.A.N.A.N.A.S pretty soon!!! Hahas...:D

Had a damn farnee but still rather exhausting PE lesson today...that PE teacher Mr Goh who led us all for indoors PE was just so farnee!!!

Firstly...he noticed our pretty Dawn because of her two very bright eye-catching yellow "flowers"...hahas...they are actually BANANAS...bunches of EIGHT bananas on each of her two ponytails...so simply adorable!!! Hahas...no wonders Mr Goh loves her so much...;)

Secondly...he kept calling Dawn the "banana woman"!! Oh my god!!! I think our whole class and the other classes also in that particular PE lesson just died laughing about that...hahas millions hahas...;D

Thirdly...when we had to lie down on the floor to do some weirdo warm-up exercises...he specially reminded Dawn NOT to accidentally sleep on her bananas and squish them flat...because he hasn't eatten them up yet...dots...-_-'"...hahas...

Lastly...even the drink stall aunty finds Dawn so extremely irresistably cute!!! She says the two bunches of bananas looked so cheeky on Dawn...hahas...and even suggested asking her to drink the High-Low (HL) banana-flavoured milk to go together with it...hahas...:D

Anyways...I also had an enriching and enlightening discussion with Mei Hong and Charlene today...they are just soooo farneeee too!!! But cannot really call our private conversation a "discussion" because most of the time we are rolling on the ground with laughters...hahas...we just look like a crowd of siao-zha-bos...hahas...:D

But still...many millions of thanks from the bottom of my heart extend to the both of them for making my life significantly much more interesting and happier loads...05S19 too...simply just rocks my world...hahas...:)

By the way...had to attend another Malay dance rehearsal today...this time a full-dress rehearsal...and...guess what...our Malay costume is all YELLOW!!! This is toooo much of a coincidence!!! Why is everything all yellow here yellow there yellow everywhere?!

We even had to stuff heavy strange hair accessories into our hair...eeee...and also red and YELLOW flowers...YELLOW again!!! Ahhhh...!!! Mr Goh who was still lingering around at that period of time even believed me for a moment when I told him that the yellow flowers are actually bananas...hahas...he must have really love bananas...hahas...:D

Anyways...the Malay costume is just so hideous...it was also so damn baggy it made me look soooo fat in it such that I have got nothing else to say...just dots dots dots...and more dotting away...hahas...at least the guys look so much smarter in their red-gold patterned Malay costume than us gals...I mean we all simply look B.A.N.A.N.A.S!!!!

Hahas...one more thing...I think I am so NOT cut out to wear long flowing skirt which last all the way to my ankles...I appear to be the only one who is constantly tripping over my own piece of fabric in front of me...fortunately I didn't fall...or not I would have died of utter embarrassment...hahas...

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

A typical normal day...for me...

2005-07-18T19:42:00.000+08:00

Sigh...sian...we will only be receiving back our long-awaited dreadful General Paper results on Wednesday...walau...confirm another damn depressing and teary day for me...:(

Anyways...today is simply disastrous...I began the day by being late for school...at first I thought I am so damn dead...I am like all alone on the stupid bus 55...late somemore...but then hey hey hey...fortunately I met a friend who lives near me...so we are late together...hahas...:D

Went to school with only my Mathematics tutorial - Vectors 7.1 completed...and all the other subjects are *blank* *blank*...luckily no teachers seem to mind or even notice me this small little fry sitting at a corner...hahas...

Discovered that I am so very the screwed...my work production rate is so damn slow!!! I really think I am a thousand times slower than a normal mugger's rate...dots...I couldn't even finish experimenting my dumb yeast-glucose mixture for Biology!!! Whereas Bingyi was like so fast and relaxed that he completed all that needs to be done without even needing my help at all...I am dead...really dead for future SPA experiments...:S

Sat for the A Levels Chinese Listening Comprehension examination this afternoon...the examination was all right I guess...the passages were understandable and answerable...so I hope please please please for me to score well in this...I will be needing it in trying to achieve an A1 for Chinese...hmmm...

Went with Charlene, Wei Yen and Yujiao to the Victoria School...to try sneaking into Yujiao's hostel to borrow all her CDs, VCDs and DVDs...hahas...we have all gone mad already...hahas...:D
Anyways...I borrowed Yujiao's whole CD case full of Chinese CDs...and Charlene loaned her whole CD case full of English CDs...as for Wei Yen...I think she kopped all the Naruto DVDs...hahas...no wonder our bags all weigh a tonne heavier after we left Victoria School...:P

For now...I just hope that I can finish all my tutorials and assignments that are due tomorrow successfully...hmmm...I hope I can do it...that is...without dozing off in between words...hahas...:)

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

I am so dead...:S

2005-07-17T15:47:00.000+08:00

I think I am so going to die...die like tomorrow in school...:S

I can't believe I slacked my precious Friday evening, my whole of Saturday, and my half of Sunday away like dirt...I mean when I woke up...half the weekend is already gone...sian...:(

I haven't done ANY tutorials...haven't flipped through ANY lecture notes...haven't studied AT ALL for the dumb Physics Dynamics class test...I think I am really going to die tomorrow...tonight is going to be a very very very long long long night...then the whole cycle will repeat itself...and tomorrow I will become a panda again...I always am a panda on Mondays...hahas...:D

Discovered that there are too many scandals being created out of thin air...how I wish these people who have got wonderful imaginations use it on something else (such as aiming to get the Nobel Prize) rather than on something as bo-liao as this...what 5 + 2 combination or 5 - 2 combination...walau...think we are doing Mathematics like that...dots...-_-'"

Oh yah...by the way...I took some very *ahem* pictures...I will really love to upload them here to share...but because I am too stupid...I don't know how to...so if some IT pro will please please teach me how...hahas...:)

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Just a piece of my mind...

2005-07-16T01:44:00.000+08:00

I am here to actually just share with you people a piece of my mind...
Please take note that this is NOT supposed to be of any offence or a direct insult to anybody...it is all in all just my opinion...:)

Well...I was pretty pissed off by everybody yesterday...there are actually alot of interlinked factors involved...but main reason being - guys...you are generally being too insensitive to gals' feelings...like dots...-_-'"...you don't know what you can say and what you cannot say to gals...some things have to be left unsaid...i mean being honest is good...but being too frank is not...

I don't usually remain angry or pissed for the whole day...normally i cool down within half an hour...me guessing the starting spark of this whole "pissed" incident was actually ignited by me gaining knowledge of my lousy Physics results...another grade "O"...another failure...apparently I failed by like one miserable mark...sian...my pocket already very full of these lousy grades...why am I forced to accept another one?

All in one day...I met/saw/heard a total of four guys who are so damn insensitive yesterday...judging by all the stuff they have said yesterday...I am very dots...what else can I say?

Anyways...shall not mention who these guys are...this is NOT a personal attack on them anyways...BUT I am utterly furious over how certain guys think that they are so handsome and should be worshipped upon by gals like gods...*puke*

I have got two very bad experiences here...one happened in Temasek Junior College and the other took place just yesterday over the internet...if you are quite a close friend of mine...you would have known the inside stories to both these experiences...

For the Temasek JC incident...
There is this guy (let's call him B) in class who said himself to have developed a crush on my close friend (let's call her G...she is damn pretty and adorable) who is also in the same class...B seeked my help and support...and I readily agreed...despite G being already attached...dots...I know I am stupid...and what a terribly wrong step I have taken!!!
B and me started hanging out together quite frequently...mostly is of course to discuss about strategies and stuff about G...I mean duh! That is B's main purpose of befriending me what...making use of me to retrieve information about G for him...dots...and I am actually so stupid and gullible to have even believed him for a moment...that he is a very faithful guy...that he will wait silently in a corner for G to return his feelings...that he goes for personalities and not looks...that he has been in love with G for a year or so (apparently he keep seeing G on the same bus)...that he is a good friend...
When scandals between B and me began to form in the air...G doesn't seem to be planning a break up with her boyfriend...and I have apparently become worthless to B...HE BETRAYED ME...I never would have expected that...and am completely clueless about that...until one of my Cedar friends told me all about it...I was utterly furious...
B actually went and clarified the scandals between us...which was perfectly fine except for the fact that...he used my name and reputation like free huh? He actually went and spread rumours about me that...
1. I am in love with him...
Dots...-_-'"...a guy can actually be so dinosaur thick-skinned to even dare go tell others that a gal like him...what more can I say about his character...narcissistic.
2. We hang out so often together is because I follow him around everywhere...
Walau!!! His skin is too thick already...I don't think any amount of sharp weapons would be sufficient enough to be able to even pierce into his skin...
3. I joined track and field as my CCA is because I have a crush on a track and field senior...
Dots...-_-'"...if I am really in love with B...why in the world would I like my senior? It is like so damn contradicting...but no one appears to care...dots dots dots...
Terribly hurt by this incident...I left Temasek JC angrily and came to Victoria Junior College...hahas...and I don't regret this one bit...05S19 simply ROCKS!!!

For the internet incident...
There is this 25 years old guy (let's call him R) who approached me on Friendster...added me on MSN...and pestered me for my handphone number...and since I know I will be changing my number...I gave him my old Starhub number...mistake mistake mistake!!!
R sms-ed me like free like that...so damn super irritating...then he also keeps on calling my phone...please...as if I would ever pick up the phone and answer his calls!! I mean I don't even know who the hell is he!!! To me...he is a complete STRANGER...and yet...he expects me to trust him completely...to trust him so much that I am supposed to go out on a date with him...please!!!
When he keeps on pestering and insisting on a date...I flared up eventually...especially when I am super pissed off at everybody yesterday...I just told him straight in the face that I don't trust anybody...and he actually replied to ask "not even him?"...I was like duh!! I don't even know him...let alone trust him...but I didn't put it that frankly...I was kind and just emphasised on what I have said again earlier on...and he actually dare to tell me to "GET LOST!!!"
Dots dots dots...as if I care whether he is dead or not!!! I am NOT the one who approached him first...NOT the one who add him first...definitely NOT the one who ask him out for a date!!! I am really speechless at his bastard attitude...what a really one big hell of a SIAO-DING-DONG!!!

Despite encountering these two downright horrible experiences...I still managed to gain quite alot of knowledge from them...
1. NEVER trust a guy completely...
2. ALL guys go after looks...despite the guys all saying they go for one's character...
3. Guys can NEVER be a closest friend. It is either being good friends or boyfriend.
4. Guys suck (only sometimes)...gals rule!!! Gals power...we rock the world!!! Hahas...:D
These four points are currently what I believe in...not too happy about them? Then I dare you to try changing my mind about it or simply brainwash me...hahas...:P

Yah...I think that is all I have got to share with you people about my this piece of my mind...hahas...:)
Please once again note that...all the above statements are based on my thoughts and stuff...they meant absolutely no offence so please don't feel insulted by them...
If there are any comments or complaints regarding this...just tag a message onto my tagboard...sorry...:S

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

What a rubbish day...

2005-07-14T03:29:00.000+08:00

What a totally rubbish day...:(

Got back our Biology papers...and I failed...by like what...0.8 marks?!
Hahas...another lousy grade "O" added to my already-very-lousy collection...
Mr Jeffrey Lim is so gonna call my parents...I am so screwed...:S

Had to go to National Junior College to attend a Taiwan Immersion Programme combined dance rehearsal...and we are so damn unprepared for it...
Firstly...the stage is too small...I mean how big can the stage be when we are dancing in the LT5?
Secondly...we are holding umbrellas...one swipe of it and it hits everybody around you...how to dance?!
Thirdly...the umbrellas are just plain lousy...most of them are already broken...you can't even hold them upright...how to dance??!!
Furthermore...I CAN'T DANCE!!! Probably because I am too stupid that's why...
Anyways...our in-charge teacher's face was like so super-black...I thought we are going to be barbequed by her...
In addition...I saw this gal who used to be in my class during the first three months in Temasek Junior College...man...doesn't she remind me of some really bad memories there...
Lastly...sigh...sian...we will be performing our this really horrible Malay dance to everybody on Racial Harmony Day...I think I can just die...like now...

Went back home straight from National JC with a throbbing headache...probably due to taking an hour half long trip home...first boarding bus 67 then 21...
At least I made a new discovery that somebody lives just a bus stop away from me...good good...next time I will have company...:)

Went straight to bed upon reaching home...my head by then was like a spinning clump of unknown mass already...couldn't even think or walk straight...
Sigh...sleep sleep sleepzzzz...another day wasted...more tutorials piled up...more lecture notes pushed aside...me like NEVER study...so damn slack...no wonder failing all my subjects straight...:S

For a stupid gal like me...it is just a matter of time before I get kicked out of Victoria JC...

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)

Happy Birthday!!! :D

2005-07-14T03:18:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to...my blog~
Happy birthday to you!!!

Victoria Junior College 05S19 - Nil Sine Labore

The past is history...
The present is a gift...
and the future is a mystery...:)